I'm going to take a deep breath right now, and not worry. I don't need to change. I don't need to run all the time. The future is there, it's waiting for me patiently. I can be happy here and now, even though it's not here. I want to just think of You and be happy right now. I want to eat candy and curl up in my chair and read a good book and take a nap and listen to some awesome fucking music and think about crazy things and make up stories in my head. I'm going to not be so serious. I will practice all of that whimsical bullshit I preach and climb fences and go on bikerides and pretend to speak Spanish.
So now the question is, what to do, now that I'm okay with things. Hmmmmmmmmmm....
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